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Rogan: this month has been a 28 episode month so far. I have now had more episodes in the past 3 months than I did in all of 2023. 109 was my record for most episodes in a year (in 2020), and I have already blown past that in a year that’s not even half over.
That I have managed to not just avoid hospitalization, but not flub any of my biggest business responsibilities is, I’m telling myself, an accomplishment to be proud of, even if I feel like microwaved dogshit and haven’t been growing my business how I would like.
I just keep reminding myself, through gritted teeth as necessary, that this cannot last forever. One way or another, I’ll get where I need to be. But anyway, that’s why I’ve been quiet.
That I have managed to not just avoid hospitalization, but not flub any of my biggest business responsibilities is, I’m telling myself, an accomplishment to be proud of, even if I feel like microwaved dogshit and haven’t been growing my business how I would like.
I just keep reminding myself, through gritted teeth as necessary, that this cannot last forever. One way or another, I’ll get where I need to be. But anyway, that’s why I’ve been quiet.
