AAAAAAAAH

[lb_lee]

Rogan: this month has been a 28 episode month so far. I have now had more episodes in the past 3 months than I did in all of 2023. 109 was my record for most episodes in a year (in 2020), and I have already blown past that in a year that’s not even half over.

That I have managed to not just avoid hospitalization, but not flub any of my biggest business responsibilities is, I’m telling myself, an accomplishment to be proud of, even if I feel like microwaved dogshit and haven’t been growing my business how I would like.

I just keep reminding myself, through gritted teeth as necessary, that this cannot last forever. One way or another, I’ll get where I need to be. But anyway, that’s why I’ve been quiet.

Comments

[erinptah]

That is absolutely an accomplishment to be proud of!

[lb_lee]

I LIIIIIIIVE

UNDAUNTED

[minoanmiss]

hugs all of you who want hugs

[pantha]

[hugs for those that want/need it]

Take care of yourselves. We'll be here when you're feeling better, so don't feel like we're an obligation on top of everything else.

[talewisefellowship]

[Janusz]

Every time I think you're getting close to the end, more keeps coming. hoping the episodes abate soon

[lb_lee]

It's a bottomless hat of rabbits, by god!

[wolffyluna]

Oof, that sounds like it sucks so bad. I hope things calm down for you soon.

[sinistmer]

Hope things get better soon!

[armaina]

Honestly wouldn't surprise me if the increased episodes are part of the trauma detox of leaving the misery vortex. Gotta love body's tendency to get worse after entering a safe environment to process stress and trauma. That is to say, it won't last forever.

[lb_lee]

I mean, you ain’t wrong! Our brain clearly intended to bring this stuff up back in January but the hasty move and ensuing couple months of rolling disasters meant we exhausted all our snooze buttons.

Due to the nature of the memories involved, I also think it would’ve gone full blast in general, but the misery vortex sure didn’t help anything!