Red and Blue: a comic about spontaneous abortion

[lb_lee]

Here we go! Red and Blue is up for sale in ebook and paper forms, $6 USD either way! And boy is it grim; content warnings (with spoilers) will be in the comments below.

 

The leading cause of death for pregnant people in the United States in 2018-2019 was homicide. That risk was heightened for Black folks and young people (age 10-24) of all ethnicities. Two-thirds of the life-ending injuries took place in the home, and strangulation was the third most common means of murder. (Source: Wallace et all, "Homicide During Pregnancy and the Postpartum Period in the United States, 2018–2019")

This is a reality-mashing horror comic about being that kind of statistic. 32 pages, black and white with spot color, mostly red and blue.

This was a comic I made by accident, over three different periods. The first scene I drew was the garbage bag one, penciled in November when dealing with the memories involved. In a similar state, I horked up the cover images and all but one of the full-page illustrations this past December and January, done in raw ink. They then lay in my sketchbook, unrelated fragments, for months, until May, when I heard about the leaked Roe vs. Wade documents. Something inside me began to scream and scream, and the rest poured out of me in the following weeks, and I debuted it at the Toronto Comics Arts Festival.

Every attempt I have made to convey my experience of miscarriage in my own words has failed. It is unspeakable. So I made the creative choice to not speak in the comic myself. Everyone speaks but me, and the scene breaks are quotes from academic articles, the Texas governor, and a Planned Parenthood blogger. I also have a brief playlist.

I did not make this comic with the intent of convincing pro-life people. I cannot, and it cannot. Instead, I made it because I had no idea that my experience, however lurid, is statistically documented as... if not normal, not nearly as rare as I thought. Many, many pregnancies become miscarriages. Only luck and incompetence prevented me from becoming another statistic in the "third most common" bracket.

This comic is not a reasoned argument. It is a scream. Sometimes I feel like my heart is still screaming. But I hope it proves useful to others.

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[lb_lee]

Thank you. People are responding more positively than I expected, which is very nice of them!