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I am pretty sure what, when I first started watching Heated Rivalry,, I said to myself, "I'm enjoying this series so far and I'm glad that the fandom is so active, but I'm not really into sports or sports romance so I don't think I'll be fannish about it." Possibly I also told you something to that effect. Time makes fools of us all, I suppose, because here I am, two months later, spending some time writing my own fanfiction (although that's set in an AU that makes shameless use of my favorite tropes) and a lot more time admiring the immense talent of other writers in this fandom.

Here are five fanfics that I've particularly enjoyed. Please heed the ratings and warnings in the AO3 headers.

1. other forms of intimacy by ultravioletdaydream

Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.


The four installments in this fanfic - two set during the show's first season, and two after - perfectly capture a series of moments in the evolution of Shane and Ilya's relationship and the growing affection and understanding between them. (Fun fact: the third section appeared on my radar because of a post about How To Believably Torment Shane Hollander, which I have kept in mind as I've set out to do exactly that.)

2. Mr. Emergency Contact by fandom_commitment_issues

Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.


"Kidfic" isn't exactly one of my go-to fannish tropes, but I was both entertained and moved by the way this story took a premise that even the writer admits is "crack treated seriously" (Ilya has to pick up the child of Shane's friend and teammate from school in the middle of the day) and ran with it. In addition to Ilya's grouchiness at Hayden for putting him in this position, and the adorable moments in which he and the sick little girl negotiate snacks, movies, and medicine-taking, I always like when fanfic delves into the public perception of the Hockey Lads and the lives that they lead, and that's a big part of how this fic unfolds. I also love how readily Ilya calls on Shane's mom for advice, and how she helps him without hesitation.

3. Knowing by toomuchplor

Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not Scott's problem. That's all there is to it.


I always love a well-written outsider POV, and this story explores Scott Hunter's perspective on Shane and Ilya's (very unsuccessful) attempts to be sneaky, while Scott himself is falling for Kip and dealing with the pressure of the closet. Their scenes together are sweet and sexy and funny, but also include a very believable argument and attempt at compromise. Also, Ilya continues his tradition, established in the books (none of which I'd read when I first encountered this fic), of showing up in the middle of other hockey players' romantic drama to be a hilarious menace.

4. hayden needs to take a minute by profdanglais

Hayden's curiosity gets the better of him and he ends up learning more about his best friend than he needed to know.


At the end of Heated Rivalry The Book, Hayden figures out that Shane and Ilya are together, but it has yet to happen in the show, so in the meatime, fanfic writers have, naturally, taken it upon themselves to write their own versions of how it might happen. I love all of the character voices in this little story, and although Shane is not the Game Changers character whom those in the know would likely associate with Steve Rogers, the mention of his "Captain Frown" inevitably reminds me of The Ballad of Captain America's Disapproving Face.

5. knockout by PenAndInkPrincess

(in which Ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks Shane tf out)


I was completely charmed by this post-canon character and relationship study, which affirms that even long-established partners can learn things about each other.
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Apr. 6th, 2026 07:42 am
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Are you a Baby Boomer leasing a room to a Gen Zer? A couple living with a friend? Part of a group that all went in on buying a house together? We want to hear from you.

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David Drake and The "Fuck You" Jug

Apr. 5th, 2026 11:37 am
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My wife works for a museum - janitorial staff, but because of how her workplace is structured, she falls under the Conservation department instead of maintenance. Which means she's had the opportunity to get more involved and informed about artifact preservation.

We're both history buffs, but this job has gotten us big into folk art specifically. Folk art being the things made by ordinary people and working artists/craftsmen. Pottery, weather vanes, children's toys, quilts. Functional things and amateur creators. For February one year, a local folk art museum put on exhibitions featuring Black locals, past and present, making paintings and sculpture out of pieces of scrap wood and other everyday supplies. "Folk art" as a category doesn't really exist without the fine art world having specifically delineated what forms of art "count" as being worthy of museum display and auction, but this being the world we live in, I still care deeply about the art of the everyday.

One thing in particular that this museum does is put specific effort into highlighting historic Black artisans, including from the time of chattel slavery. There were a lot a lot of enslaved artisans working for white owners and white-owned companies, but historians run into issues with attribution because none of these people were permitted to sign their own work, and many states outlawed literacy for the enslaved. You can know who worked at a particular shop, you can know they directly contributed to this nice wooden desk and what piecework they would've had a hand in, but you can't always point to a specific item and go "this person did that."

David Drake is one of the exceptions. Born sometime in 1800, he worked as a potter from the 1820s-1870s and signed his work with his name and little two line poems and other assorted inscriptions. The first recorded poem was a pot from July 12th, 1834:

Put every bit all between
Surely this jar will hold 14


He's a very notable figure in the American Art History world, jugs that sold for $0.50 in his time are getting auctioned for hundreds of thousands now. But the reason I know about and like him is this one particular jug I saw on display, a jug from June 28th, 1854. It is a 3-gallon single-handled jug, with the date, Dave's name, and a single sentence:

"LM [his owner] says this handle will crack."


It is now 2026. Aside from the inscriptions carved into the clay, that jug is entirely intact and smooth. It has been 172 years of pure artisanal "up yours." Cheers to you, David Drake, you made some damn good pots.
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I know people have got to be talking about this unfiction series in textspace, and not just exclusively in Youtube videos, considering the popularity of the creator's previous Animal Crossing creepypasta series... but search engines refuse to show me anything. I literally get less than a single full page of search results. Often, search engines tell me there are no results whatsoever. When I do get results, they're the names of unrelated real-world products, or the usernames of random people on websites like github. The "AI assistant" on Google oh-so-helpfully tells me that there's no evidence whatsoever any such thing as a "nufox" unfiction project exists!!!

The first video came out a year ago; The most recent videos came out a month ago. And yet, there are there no search results. And "Nufox" + "Reddit" just has a user named nufox and some Miles "Tails" Prower fanart as results... for five fucking total results. I feel like I'm going crazy.

So I wrote this post, because I felt someone had to.

Whelp, I'm convinced

Apr. 4th, 2026 05:13 pm
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I made myself a Pillowfort account after reading [personal profile] osteophage post and getting to experience the website through their guest account to see how it works and all. I have been looking at both it and DW during the major Tumblr exodus, and while DW suits me better for journal entries, PF allows me to enjoy a mostly picture/fandom based website and I think together they fit my needs really well! I also really like PF's anti-AI stance, and that it is user-funded like AO3 is.

For the amount of years I have shaped my values to become less and less capitalistic, I'm very glad that it now shows more in the way that I use the Internet. Now that I know better, I don't feel like I *have* to use social networks the way everybody else does. I'm able to make choices that reflects who I am. And it doesn't matter at all if there's less people there, or even nobody I know. It's actually something I much prefer. I like going to coffee shops that are not brimming with people, where I can leisurely people-watch or just focus on what's in front of me, whatever captures my fancy.

The next step is going to create my own website from scratch. I don't know when (and I don't put any pressure on myself for it), but I think once that trifecta is achieved, I'll have experienced all that I truly wanted to online, with an emphasis on creating the spaces I've wanted rather than just letting social medias tell me what I should be looking at. It's making me feel really hopeful for the future.

Just Create - Colored Pencil Edition

Apr. 4th, 2026 02:31 pm
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Created Works Round-Up: March 2026

Apr. 4th, 2026 09:22 am
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Duck Prints Press’s monthly “created works round-ups” are our opportunity to spotlight some of the amazing work that people working with us have done that ISN’T linked to their work with Duck Prints Press. We include fanworks, outside publications, and anything else that creators feel like sharing with y’all. Inclusion is voluntary and includes anything that they decided “hey, I want to put this on the created work’s round-up!”

Visit our Created Works Round-Up Master Post to see all the works our creators have shared since September, 2022!

And check out what they’ve shared with us this month…


Baby Trapped by Evangeline Giaconia

fiction || original work || platonic or familial || general audiences || no major warnings apply || 3,300 || complete

summary: My story “Baby Trapped” appeared in Home Constellations: A Speculative Anthology of Unconventional Bonds, an anthology featuring scifi stories of queer family and kinship. My story is a comedic piece about escaped assassin-bot and a genetically engineered hypercat who find a baby on their doorstep.

other tags: found family

LINK


Sometimes The Cure is a Fresh Squeeze by Robin Mal

fiction || all elite wrestling || f/m, poly (multiple genders) || orange cassidy/toni storm; toni storm/mina shirakawa || explicit || no major warnings apply || 1,839 || complete

summary: “Partnered sex, with penetration, is the only way to work the drug out of your system. Otherwise, you can masturbate until your fingers are raw and it won’t do you any good.”

When Orange Cassidy is injected with an aphrodisiac, he turns to Toni and Mina for help.

other tags: Kayfabe Compliant; Sex Pollen; Enthusiastic Consent; Open Relationships; Friends to Lovers; Threesome – F/F/M; Implied Past Rape/Non-Con; Post-AEW World’s End 2025

AO3


The Peace We Find Together by Shadaras

fiction || original work || platonic or familial || teen & up || no major warnings apply || 1,741 || complete

summary: Everyone talks about the dramatic part of monster-hunting: The fights, the scars, the reagents harvested from the beasts. People rarely talk about the come-down after the beast is slain. How it comes in motels and hidden camps and other places where you learn to make do as you remember how to breathe and act like a normal person and not something half a monster yourself.

Opal and Jasper have been hunting together for over a decade now, though, they’ve got practice. And, today, a motel to sleep in, which is always a gift.

Most importantly: They have each other.

other tags: POV First Person, Urban Fantasy, Monster Hunters, Hurt/Comfort, Platonic Intimacy, Literal Sleeping Together, Wing Grooming,

AO3


Juniper by Shadaras

fiction || original work || f/f || teen & up || creator choses not to use warnings || 2,259 || complete

summary: You arrive in Alaska on the longest day of the year, the sunlight stretching endless above the taiga, more wilderness than you’ve ever seen before in your life visible to your bleary eyes as you land in Fairbanks.

or: Moving to Alaska for your mom’s job has unexpected consequences.

other tags: Magical Realism, Horror, POV Second Person, Geographical Isolation, Forests

AO3


Welcome to My Garden by Megan Renee Doyle

illustrated zine || original work || no ships || general audiences || no major warnings apply || 331 || complete

summary: Full-color zine about a whimsical tour of a cemetery garden and the little beings that dwell there

LINK


Feel Something by ShannonXL

fiction || the vampire diaries || f/f, poly (multiple genders) || elena gilbert/rebekah mikaelson/damon salvatore elena gilbert/rebekah mikaelson || explicit || creator choses not to use warnings || 4,830 || complete

summary: After Damon lies about his reasons for bringing Elena to New York, Rebekah shows up and decides to teach him a lesson. Physical wounds heal too quickly, but the psychological damage of seeing your girlfriend getting her world rocked? That ought to hurt for a couple of lifetimes.

other tags: Cuckolding, Cunnilingus, Nipple Play, Slapping, Vaginal Fingering, Oral Sex, Extremely Dubious Consent, No Humanity Elena Gilbert, Vampire Elena Gilbert, Non-Consensual Voyeurism, Mind Compulsion (Vampire Diaries), Femdom, Dom/sub Undertones, Control, Pinching, Begging, Not Safe Sane and Consensual, Exhibitionism

AO3


Ghostbusters?? by ShannonXL

video || original work || no ships || mature || no major warnings apply || 00:01:36 || complete

summary: Hypothetical: what if you’re lost and also horny for ghosts?

YOUTUBE


Happy birthday happy bookday!

Apr. 4th, 2026 01:31 am
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Oh hey, it's April 4th! That means my babymost sister --the one who loved Lord of the Rings way more than any of us other kids-- is finally coming of age, hobbitwise! I'm so pleased for her! Happy birthday Alys!!!!!

And I remembered to check in earlier today, and I know exactly what I'm getting her for her birthday, and it's something you could get her too if you want: the preorder link for The Stolen Women is finally active and the book has a drop date of October 27th! There's gonna be an audiobook (!) version and an ereader (!!) version!

It's "a retelling of the Sabine Women myth 'for those who love Gladiator but hate the patriarchy'"! It's real good sister feels! It's got queer characters! It has a character who I largely want to punch in the face because he's so annoying and also one hundred percent my favourite! I last read it in the back half of 2023, so it's going to be three years of better edits and more refined since then! I am SO EXCITED FOR ALYS!!!!!!!!

I will be purchasing several copies. I might not be joking when I say "oh yeah, I'm going to order a copy from every local bookstore I love". I already started with PSB, I'm sure I'll be able to from Harvard Square bookstore, and probably Sidequest, and then where else. Does Rodneys let you order new? If you want a copy, please hmu and I'll get you one, if you can't get yourself one. Pretty sure I'll see if NESFA lets me donate one to them.

Happy Birthday, Alys! You're so fucking cool! <3

~Sor
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Drive by Day!

Apr. 4th, 2026 01:30 am
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This morning started with kissing Austin on the forehead, grabbing my bags, and catching the bus for breakfast at Thrantar's house. He and I and Lucretia and Gwen ate some eggs and potats, then threw everything into the car (including ourselves) and began to drive drive drive down to Philly for the North American Festival of SCD!

The three of them are all "competing" --quotation marks because Boston is the only branch sending an "improvers" team (dancers who've been doing so for less than two years, no one is looking too closely at the fact that Lucretia has been, uh, closer to five I think?)-- in the festival, I'm just going along to cheer and dance and the like. It should also be a nice chance tomorrow evening/Sunday morning to hang a bit with Galia, who I adore and haven't seen in fuckin' ages.

The drive was really splendid! The company was good, I got to be in charge of the music (Thran has borrowed my CD cases for other road trips, enough to get a sense of my weird mix tapes from my early teenaged years and yet somehow tolerate them, although after I played enough things and let him actually make requests, he voted for Alex Sturbaum/sing-along folky stuff.) and there was shockingly little traffic for what is kindof a three day weekend? It's been a long time since I did an Easter weekend roadtrip, and luckily this time does not involve cramming 5 adults into a sedan, nor going all the way as far as Atlanta.

It did involve going as far as Maryland, since that's where Thrantar and I grew up (and Lucretia, it turns out, although we left her and Gwen behind when we drove through Philly, where the fest actually will be). Park the car amongst the usual Friday Night Crowd, and open the unlocked front door and shout "burglars!" as is my wont. Round the corner into the kitchen and stride up to mom for a hug, as they happily declare "that WAS the voice I thought it was!"

I like having a family situation where I can show up on the doorstop and be all "hey, can I stay the night here?" on zero notice. It pleases me! A little surprise now and again is good fun!

So Thrantar and I ate some pizza, and then he went off to spend the night with his buddy Ryan and I hung out with the Friday night crowd, learning about lockpicking and watching celebrity bake-off. The crowd petered out in time for mom and I to play a charming new game she'd just bought called Inkwell. It's a nice enough little strategy game, with truly stunning components, and we had a pretty close game through most of it. I'd be interested to find out how different it feels with five rather than two.

It's nice to be in my family house, which does feel rather nicely like home (I continue to hope dad meant it when he said this was the last house they'd buy, that they're planning to grow old and retire in this one). It's a hideous house in the suburbs, but it's what I am raised to, and I am fond of it! And it's full of good people and I like _that_ a lot.

Tomorrow I will awaken very early, so that Thran and I can make it to Philly in time for his 10am team call. I'm planning to dance a bit and do some grading and knit and hang out in general. It's a nice weekend, I think! I hope yours is going well too.

~Sor
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Mother FUCK

Apr. 3rd, 2026 06:28 pm
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Ok, so... I have to send in my computer for repairs after Easter, and it'll be days before I get it back, so I've been trying to work on my big Princess Tutu color meta before I'm bereft of a PC, right? And I'm talking about the way the white/black dichotomy predates the actual plot of the show: Ikuto Itoh had the idea of Swan Lake inspired white swan and black swan princesses before Junichi Sato joined the project, and it's only after Sato joined the project that the show developed its duckling protagonist, German setting... and that the white swan + black swan pair became a "swan vs raven" themed conflict. While corvids obviously have a bad reputation in European culture, they're not usually fairytale antagonists in the way wolves, dragons, or witches are, and owls are the "spooky sinister bird" motif of choice in classical ballet. As part of some research me and a friend had previously done for some personal Yugioh stuff, I was already aware of 烏鷺, or uro, as a cultural motif in Japan - the idea that the game of Go represents a battle between the forces of a white waterbird (herons or egrets, in this case) and a black crow and/or raven. So I write this up:

I do sometimes wonder if part of the choice to change the "black swan" of Balleriland, Princess Odile, to Princess Kraehe the crow princess, has some influence from the creators' own culture. A white-waterbird/black-corvid duality is already present in Japanese art and culture: the term 烏鷺, or uro, which contains the characters for "crow/raven" and "heron" in it. It's primarily a poetic way to talk about the white and black sides of a Go game as being the uro no arasoi: "the conflict between crows and herons." However, on its own, uro can also be used broadly to refer to a dichotomy of black and white. If anything has ever been said by the creators, it's somewhere I can't read it. Of course, corvids also have heavy negative associations in European folklore and culture, their uncanny intelligence and carrion-eating habits giving them a ghastly and demonic reputation, and Princess Tutu is playing heavily on the ease in which they can be slot into the common fairytale role of the Ontologically Evil Hungry Animal. (Even if, in actual fairytales, crows and ravens occupy this role far less than wolves or serpents.)

And I'm trying to find Japanese web pages talking about this turn of speech to point to, yea? And I find the following two pages:

And they seem to be talking about something more specific than just uro. So, I put them through machine translation, and...

Title of the website page:

鷺を烏と言いくるめる(さぎをからすといいくるめる)とは?意味や使い方や英語を解説

Translation of that page:

What does "to trick a heron into thinking it's a crow" mean? Explanation of its meaning, usage, and English equivalent.

So the specific phrase is 「鷺を烏と言いくるめる」. Technically, it can also just mean "to trick someone into believing a heron is a crow", not just "to trick a heron into believing it's a crow." Still, the specific way that Google translate seized upon translating the text here, is...

Are you familiar with the proverb, "To trick a heron into believing it's a crow" ?

One is a white bird, the other is a black bird. Even though they are both birds, they are clearly different.                                 This proverb illustrates how one can forcibly distort the truth of things when it is clearly incorrect .

This article will provide a thorough explanation of the meaning, synonyms, usage, and English equivalent of the phrase "to talk someone into something."

In the second half of Princess Tutu, Rue, as the crow princess Kraehe, puts evil transformative raven-blood in Mytho, who is associated with swans, in an attempt to coerce him into ceasing to love the swan-princess Princess Tutu and make him fall in love with Princess Kraehe instead. This also turns him evil. When he tries to break free from the mind control/posession/brainwashing-like effects of the blood, Kraehe tells him that the "prince of the crows" is his true self, despite this obviously being untrue.

I... if I'm right that the swan/crow dichotomy in Princess Tutu is influenced by the preexisting heron/crow dichotomy in Japanese culture...

Is the majority of season 2 a play on a FUCKING IDIOM

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Graphic 1 of 2. A simple graphic on a light blue background, entitled We Need Diverse Books Day, dpp round table. Below this is clip art of a diverse group of people.

Graphic 2 of 2. Twelve book covers on a light blue background. The books are: Knight of Ghosts and Shadows by Ellen Guon & Mercedes Lackey; Sheepfarmer's Daughter by Elizabeth Moon; May the Best Man Win by Z.R. Ellor; The Fellowship of the Ring by J.R.R. Tolkien; Luck in the Shadows by Lynn Flewelling; Petey by Ben Mikaelsen; Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender; The Pretty One by Keah Brown; The Black Tides of Heaven by Neon Yang; Archie's Pal Jughead by Archie Comics; Kushiel's Dart by Jacqueline Carey; Annie on My Mind by Nancy Garden.

Happy We Need Diverse Books Day! We had a chat with our rec list contributors about which books we’ve read that helped us – books with diverse representation that helped us better understand ourselves in ways we wouldn’t have if these books didn’t exist, if they’d been banned, if they hadn’t found their ways into our hands. Note that we openly acknowledge that a few of these may be “problematic” or not current (whereas others are definitely very progressive!) – some of these are books we read a long time ago, and what we needed then wouldn’t be the same as what someone would need now, and that’s okay!

Which books with representation helped you and how?

Nina Waters: Two spring to mind for me. Both of these are books I read in the mid 1990s when I was a teenager in high school.

Knight of Ghosts and Shadows by Mercedes Lackey and Ellen Guon. I didn’t particularly enjoy where this series went after book 1, but the first book introduced me to the concept I now know as “the only solution to a love triangle is poly.” I’d never really encountered polyamory before I read this book? It was delightfully refreshing for teen!me that the solution to “will he pick a relationship with the woman or the man?” wasn’t “of course he’ll pick the woman, because no stories get to be queer in the mid 1990s,” but was in fact, “¿por qué no los dos?” It was just so wonderful. They got be poly. Poly exists. I learned so much.

The Deed of Paksenarrion by Elizabeth Moon. I had so much trouble finding books with Strong Female Characters who were actually, like, the kind of person I wanted to be. Paks meant so much to me. I started doing distance walking just to emulate her. I read this as a teenager; finding out in my 30s that a lot of people headcanon Paks as asexual was also like. Damn. Young!me knew, even when I didn’t know. I had no word for this beyond, “this is a character I really like and would like to emulate,” but the pieces were all there.


Linnea Peterson: May the Best Man Win by ZR Ellor was the first book I read with autism rep that reminded me of myself. It made me feel seen in a way no book ever had, in a way I didn’t know I could be seen.


Anonymous: Sure I’ll join the party (they say, about to introduce the most depressing take you’ve ever seen). Mine is Lord of the Rings because of Frodo’s PTSD. Back when I taught primary, (tw: suicide mention) I had one of my second graders try to kill himself in my classroom. I managed to stop him and held him for an hour waiting for help. I got major PTSD from that, and seeing Frodo succeed – I mean, he saved the world!!! – and still have to leave Middle Earth because the act of saving messed him up irrevocably, yeah. I relate.


JD Rivers: Luck in the Shadows by Lynn Flewelling – It wasn’t the first queer book I had read at point but it was the first fantasy book that included (pretty much on the sidelines) a queer relationship. It hit a nerve in me.


boneturtle: I don’t know how well it holds up but for me it would be Petey by Ben Mikaelson. It was an eye opening experience to see how society treats people who are disabled, and as a young kid who was often in situations outside my control and with no one to turn to, I found a lot to relate to with the main character. It has stuck with me over the decades because it was the first book where I felt a real sense of hope and the capacity to persevere even in a situation that couldn’t be “fixed” or willed away.


Tryan A Bex: I never identified with a character with my birth name, but the first time I read a book with a character with my chosen nonbinary name it was like “hey! It’s me!” (The book was Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender)

Also, when I was studying on white privilege, The Pretty One by Keah Brown helped me see what the intersection of ableism, racism, and misogyny can look like. It was eye opening and I believe helped me to become a better person in how I interact with other people. (It was also incredibly funny at times, highly recommend.)


Shadaras: Neon Yang’s The Black Tides of Heaven is focused on a character whose gender experiences I strongly related to, which is rare because there are so many variations of nonbinary. Akeha going “idk, I guess I’ll pick [gender] because my twin is picking [gender] and I want to pick a different one to differentiate myself?” as a young person and then growing up and going “okay but I don’t really identify with this gender” and learning about nonbinary identities and claiming one for themself was delightful.


Anonymous #2: They’re hardly high art, but as an ace kid in the ’80s – ’90s the character of Jughead in the Archie comic books was a revelation to me. It’s still hard to find ace rep even today, so that was the only time I’d ever seen a character be confronted by a romance plot and respond with “no thank you.” I’d had no idea that was an option.


Shannon: Kushiel’s Dart by Jacqueline Carey was the first queer-normative book I read and the heroine is bi/pan and just. Never ashamed of that. Assertive about her desires in general. And that was a big deal for me in 2003. I was young and a Very Invested Ally and couldn’t really conceive of a world that was different for queer people.

Annie on my Mind by Nancy Garden came to me around the same time and it was obviously a more grounded book but like. The idea of there being more than one girl that liked girls. In the same place. That was a big deal for me.

Tell us about the books you read that helped you better understand yourself!


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First, a bonus announcement: Puella Magi Madoka Magica & Related Fandoms officially has the requested fandom subtags! You can now filter on the fics that are specifically tagged with Oriko Magica, Kazumi Magica, Suzune Magica, and Tart Magica!

As of today, all the characters/rels/freeforms that belong to each of these spinoffs should be in the correct fandoms. If you spot any that still look misplaced, feel free to let me know.

And now, a wrap-up for the last round of Syn Hunting. (I did a similar post at the end of the July-September 2025 round. Didn’t sign on for the Oct-Dec round, and I’m not in the current April-June one, either.)

Over the past 3 months, I did Some Amount Of Work on all of these canonicals, anywhere from “did all the actual synning” to “some other wrangler did all the synning, all I did was check their work at the end”. Verrrry roughly in the order they were presented to the team, oldest first:

  1. Good Parenting
  2. Mute Reader-Insert
  3. Selectively Mute Reader-Insert
  4. Younger Top Characters/Older Bottom Characters
  5. Older Bottom Characters
  6. Younger Top Characters
  7. Accidental Child Acquisition
  8. Mother/Daughter Incest
  9. Implied/Referenced Cannibalism
  10. Gender Non-Conforming Reader-Insert
  11. Female Reader-Insert
  12. Male Reader-Insert
  13. Aunt/Niece Incest
  14. Wound Care
  15. Rivals to Friends to Lovers
  16. Parasocial Relationships
  17. Hispanic Reader-Insert
  18. Angel Reader-Insert
  19. Pirate Reader-Insert
  20. Bathing Together
  21. Deaf Reader-Insert
  22. Hard of Hearing Reader-Insert
  23. Showering Together
  24. Suicidal Reader-Insert
  25. Erectile Dysfunction
  26. Consensual Blood Drinking 
  27. Depressed Reader-Insert
  28. Grandfather/Grandson Incest 
  29. Mexican Reader-Insert
  30. Lovers to Enemies to Lovers
  31. Sick Reader-Insert
  32. Chronically Ill Reader-Insert
  33. Pet Play
  34. Situationships
  35. Past Suicide Attempts
  36. Wound Fucking
  37. Instagram
  38. Non-Sexual Nudity
  39. Mechanic Reader-Insert
  40. Maid Reader-Insert
  41. Alternate Universe – YouTubers
  42. Broken Ribs
  43. Lavender Marriages 
  44. Ball Gags
  45. Assassin Reader-Insert
  46. Therapist Reader-Insert

For perspective: I think the newest of these are a few tags found in the November 2025 New Canonicals announcement post. A whole lot of them are from the October 2025 announcement post.

So if you’ve ever wondered about the “If you have questions about specific tags which should be connected to these new canonicals, please refrain from contacting Support about them until at least two months from now” part of the update posts…this is why. The syn-hunting process is working about 4-5 months behind the canonizing process.

It’ll have a chance to catch up once wranglers finish all the Reader-Insert tags…but whoo boy, there were 200+ new RI tags announced in the April 2025 post, so that’s going to take a while. (If the pace of “processing about 20 RI tags per round” has been consistent, we should be done with 80-ish by now, and we’re on track to finish them all some time in 2027.)


The Great Pen Quest

Apr. 2nd, 2026 05:27 pm
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I've mentioned in a previous post that I've been trying gel pens to help with the tension in my hands and arms when I'm writing for extensive periods of time. I got both Pentel Energel and Pilot G-2 and decided to try them and see how I like them. At that point, I thought I prefer Pentel Energel better for its drying time, but after continuous use, I much prefer Pilot G-2!

Now into the real nerdy stuff )
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I shared a snippet from one of my favorite Dollhouse fanfic ideas that I never explored in full (other than the crossover with Fifty Shades of Grey).

Just an FYI!

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I'll be reposting my Tumblr posts sometimes this week and the next! I'm going to set the date for when they were originally posted, but in case I mess up, if you see posts that seems to be pretty random in the coming days (or if they're just too many), just know that this is what I've been doing XD (To be fair I don't even know if the posts are going to show up on your reading page regardless of the date I set them at so 🤷‍♀️)

I've been considering getting a Pillowfort account and crossposting there as well, but I also don't want to have that much of a presence online tbh. The real reason why I would crosspost is to make sure I don't keep all of my eggs in the same basket in case this website dies (I know my Internet history) and it's better to decentralize everything, but for now I'll do what I've always done with previous blogs: save everything in a word doc and hope for the best.

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Crashing out.

Apr. 2nd, 2026 11:48 am
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So, I am crashing out completely from the Tron Ares hyperfocus. One of the casualties of this is my bi-annual deletion of Reddit, because it is beyond toxic, it had become an addiction, and it has been eating my life.

The moment I do it, is always so freeing. And then, the next few days, I realize just how tethered to groupthink I was. I felt the same way after deleting Bluesky. But unlike Bluesky, I have deleted Reddit and gone back multiple times now.

This time, I really can't afford to go back. It really did eat my entire life there for a while, and I need to let it go.

Oddly enough, I now know how to proceed with my fanfic. More than one of my fanfics, actually. And I have my recent rewatch of Time Bandits to thank for that.

Time Bandits is probably my mom's favorite movie. Like it is the one movie my mom re-purchases every time the format changes (VHS > DVD > Blu Ray > Digital)

I watched it over and over as a kid, until I was about 10 - when suddenly, everything about it became very existentially terrifying. Like to the point where I couldn't be in the same room when it was on. It was the height of the 80s Satanic Panic, and my religious scrupulosity OCD was starting to kick into overdrive right around this time. And the the religious aspects of it triggered something very deep, even if it wasn't a traditional God vs Satan narrative. But, just like something in my psyche saw The Endless in Neil Gaiman's Sandman a few years later and decided that they were real, and The Endless became a very real part of my personal cosmology for a while, something in the conflict between The Supreme Being and Evil felt like a more "real" representation of God and the Devil than the traditional one I was brought up with in church.

Basically, if you grew up in Evangelical Christianity during the 1980s Satanic Panic, as I did, you were getting the constant messaging that any media with magic or wonder was just a trap of the Devil seeking to ensnare weak minds. Fantasy was The Devil/Evil shaking his keys. So the idea that The Time Of Legends was a trap suddenly seemed all too plausible to me as I was then, suddenly drowning in Religious Scrupulosity OCD, but having previously felt like I belonged in The Time Of Legends. Someone who was born as a normal human by mistake, and wanting nothing more than to "get back there." Because my whole life, up to that point, had been trying to find a way to get back there.

My logic at the time went like this: if Evil, and his Fortress of Ultimate Darkness, were located in the Time Of Legends, and it was a place I had already spent my entire childhood hoping a time hole would open up to, then maybe I was already irredeemably corrupted. How could I not be? It was predestination that Evil was going to get me, because I was evil by nature. I belonged there, and there was probably nothing I could do about it. I could try and fight my true nature, but it was probably futile.

The Map suddenly felt like something that could get me if it wanted, something I had to hide from - because it was going to be a straight shot to the Time Of Legends and the Fortress Of Ultimate Darkness. I already believed in it, so of course I was in danger of being taken at any time. (And it just hit me, how much OCD can feel like mind control: as in "Standby for mind control," for those who don't know what it is, who haven't been diagnosed yet.) I began to have a horror of The Map showing up in my room unannounced, of glimpsing that particular shade of blue. It didn't feel like something from a fictional movie - any of it. It all felt like something very real, and dangerous.

I wasn't ok at age ten, about a lot of things. But that was one of them. And I feel like unpacking this now may resolve some things I am still subconsciously dealing with. I needed to confront this movie the same way I needed to confront Rock N Rule again back in 2010, for similar reasons.

Revisiting Time Bandits as an adult who has rejected mainstream Evangelical Christianity for Gnosticism: it's a very Gnostic movie, isn't it? The Supreme Being is the Demiurge. The Dwarves are renegade Archons. Evil is also just another Renegade Archon.

But I realized what a huge influence it was when I was trying to write Watchmen/Moorcock crossover fanfic, even half-remembered from decades before. Like I was unconsciously using the movie's time travel mechanics as a frame work, until I realized that was what I was doing. It was very much Shelly Duvall as Laurie Juspeczyk in my imagination - running around and finding time holes to escape through as she was being pursued by Adrian Veidt through space and time, because she has a MacGuffin he needed (Mournblade, in various forms) and occasionally being bailed out by Michael Palin as Oswald Bastable.

There was a lot of it that I wrote that never got posted. I think I never finished it because I realized how similar it was to Time Bandits. But that's the story as it happened in my head.

I need to work on it, and the Tron fic. Which I should be able to do even though I am crashing out from the hyperfocus - because, oddly enough, the hyperfocus (and Reddit) were in the way.

But yeah, watching a few days ago also caused a lot of "Memory Unlocked" moments. Also: I had no idea there was a recent reboot with Taika Waititi.

But the really weird thing is, my adult life has been spent "gaining an understanding" of computers. So that's something to think about as I sit here trying to rice my current Linux desktop environment. (Evil would 100% be a "I use Arch btw," kind of person.)
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Text and nine book covers on the background of a rainbow gradient. The text reads: Queer Books with Autistic Characters for Autism Acceptance Month. The books are: Camp Damascus by Chuck Tingle; Hell Followed with Us by Andrew Joseph White; The Luis Ortega Survival Club by Sonido Reyes; May the Best Man Win by Z.R. Ellor; Ten Steps to Nanette: A Memoir Situation by Hannah Gadsby; Skullrunner by Vyvre Argent; Free from Falling by E.L. Massey; Ellen Outside the Lines by A.J. Sass; The Many Half-Lived Lives of Sam Sylvester by Maya MacGregor.

April is Autism Acceptance Month, and today is World Autism Awareness Day, and as a Press full of neurodiverse people, we accept, are aware of, and embrace our beloved autistic characters! Join us for today’s rec list of nine books with autistic queer characters (or, in Hannah Gadsby’s case, actual people).

Camp Damascus by Chuck Tingle

They’ll scare you straight to hell.

Welcome to Neverton, Montana: home to a God-fearing community with a heart of gold.

Nestled high up in the mountains is Camp Damascus, the self-proclaimed “most effective” gay conversion camp in the country. Here, a life free from sin awaits. But the secret behind that success is anything but holy.


Hell Followed with Us by Andrew Joseph White

Sixteen-year-old trans boy Benji is on the run from the cult that raised him—the fundamentalist sect that unleashed Armageddon and decimated the world’s population. Desperately, he searches for a place where the cult can’t get their hands on him, or more importantly, on the bioweapon they infected him with.

But when cornered by monsters born from the destruction, Benji is rescued by a group of teens from the local Acheson LGBTQ+ Center, affectionately known as the ALC. The ALC’s leader, Nick, is gorgeous, autistic, and a deadly shot, and he knows Benji’s darkest secret: the cult’s bioweapon is mutating him into a monster deadly enough to wipe humanity from the earth once and for all.

Still, Nick offers Benji shelter among his ragtag group of queer teens, as long as Benji can control the monster and use its power to defend the ALC. Eager to belong, Benji accepts Nick’s terms…until he discovers the ALC’s mysterious leader has a hidden agenda, and more than a few secrets of his own.


The Luis Ortega Survival Club by Sonido Reyes

Ariana Ruiz wants to be noticed. But as an autistic girl who never talks, she goes largely ignored by her peers, despite her bold fashion choices. So when cute, popular Luis starts to pay attention to her, Ari finally feels seen.

Luis’s attention soon turns to something more, and they have sex at a party—while Ari didn’t say no, she definitely didn’t say yes. Before she has a chance to process what happened and decide if she even has the right to be mad at Luis, the rumor mill begins churning—thanks, she’s sure, to Luis’s ex-girlfriend, Shawni. Boys at school now see Ari as an easy target, someone who won’t say no. 

Then Ari finds a mysterious note in her locker that eventually leads her to a group of students determined to expose Luis for the predator he is. To her surprise, she finds genuine friendship among the group, including her growing feelings for the very last girl she expected to fall for. But in order to take Luis down, she’ll have to come to terms with the truth of what he did to her that night—and risk everything to see justice done. 


May the Best Man Win by Z.R. Ellor

Jeremy Harkiss, cheer captain and student body president, won’t let coming out as a transgender boy ruin his senior year. Instead of bowing to the bigots and an outdated school administration, Jeremy decides to make some noise—and how better than by challenging his all-star ex-boyfriend Lukas for the title of Homecoming King?

Lukas Rivers, football star and head of the Homecoming Committee, is just trying to find order in his life after his older brother’s funeral and the loss of his long-term girlfriend—who turned out to be a boy. But when Jeremy threatens to break his heart and steal his crown, Lukas kickstarts a plot to sabotage Jeremy’s campaign.

When both boys take their rivalry too far, the dance is on the verge of being canceled. To save Homecoming, they’ll have to face the hurt they’re both hiding—and the lingering butterflies they can’t deny.


Ten Steps to Nanette: A Memoir Situation by Hannah Gadsby

Gadsby’s unique stand-up special Nanette was a viral success that left audiences captivated by her blistering honesty and her ability to create both tension and laughter in a single moment. But while her worldwide fame might have looked like an overnight sensation, her path from open mic to the global stage was hard-fought and anything but linear.

Ten Steps to Nanette traces Gadsby’s growth as a queer person from Tasmania—where homosexuality was illegal until 1997—to her ever-evolving relationship with comedy, to her struggle with late-in-life diagnoses of autism and ADHD, and finally to the backbone of Nanette: the renouncement of self-deprecation, the rejection of misogyny, and the moral significance of truth-telling.

Equal parts harrowing and hilarious, Ten Steps to Nanette continues Gadsby’s tradition of confounding expectations and norms, properly introducing us to one of the most explosive, formative voices of our time.


Skullrunner by Vyvre Argent

During the revolution, Commander Gavon slew the tyrannical god of memory and claimed his power. He then built the fair and democratic Golden Republic. But the Republic has terrible flaws, and anyone who fights for change might wake up one day with all memory of their identity stolen from them. Such a thing happened to pirate captain Cevette Zarcanzi. She plans to sail throughout the Seaward Isles, stealing memories trapped in physical form from the Republic’s secret archives, and burning them in hopes she might one day set her lost past free.

Evazina Gavon, the commander’s foster daughter, is an embodied fragment of the shattered soul of the goddess of death. Women like her, known as echoes, are feared and hated in the Golden Republic, and Commander Gavon has only kept her safe because the sacrifice of echoes is what fuels his memory magic. When she joins Cevette’s crew, Eva believes returning the memories to the citizens of the Golden Republic will lead them to speak out and peacefully remove her father from power. But, as Eva and Cevette sail to strange and remote islands, as their feelings for each other deepen, they discover that, to live freely, they must turn their ship around and fight.


Free from Falling by E.L. Massey

Justin “Matts” Matthews is good at a lot of things: Rubik’s Cubes, playing guitar, herding cattle, and most importantly for his career in the NHL, hockey. He’s not good at human interactions or social cues, especially when it comes to women. This deficiency is an annoyance rather than a problem, right up until he meets Sydney Warren. If it’s not love at first sight, it’s sure something close.

Sydney Warren, frontwoman for up-and-coming rock band Red Right Hand, is fierce, driven, and she doesn’t do relationships. Being an out trans woman in the music industry is more than enough pressure—a romantic entanglement would be added stress she doesn’t need. A romantic entanglement with a professional hockey player who, to all accounts, is only just learning to be an ally is definitely not what she needs. And yet.

After a chance encounter, Matts and Sydney become unlikely friends. However, in the stolen moments of their busy schedules––late-night phone calls between NHL games and concert tour dates—they start to question if maybe “friendship” isn’t so apt a description for whatever this is between them.

But can they overcome the outside pressures from family and media that would rather their relationship end before it has a chance to start?


Ellen Outside the Lines by A.J. Sass

Thirteen-year-old Ellen Katz feels most comfortable when her life is well planned out and people fit neatly into her predefined categories. She attends temple with Abba and Mom every Friday and Saturday. Ellen only gets crushes on girls, never boys, and she knows she can always rely on her best-and-only friend, Laurel, to help navigate social situations at their private Georgia middle school.

Laurel has always made Ellen feel like being autistic is no big deal. But lately, Laurel has started making more friends, and cancelling more weekend plans with Ellen than she keeps. A school trip to Barcelona seems like the perfect place for Ellen to get their friendship back on track.  Except it doesn’t.

Toss in a new nonbinary classmate whose identity has Ellen questioning her very binary way of seeing the world, homesickness, a scavenger hunt-style team project that takes the students through Barcelona to learn about Spanish culture and this trip is anything but what Ellen planned.

Making new friends and letting go of old ones is never easy, but Ellen might just find a comfortable new place for herself if she can learn to embrace the fact that life doesn’t always stick to a planned itinerary.


The Many Half-Lived Lives of Sam Sylvester by Maya MacGregor

Sam Sylvester’s not overly optimistic about their recent move to the small town of Astoria, Oregon after a traumatic experience in their last home in the rural Midwest.

Yet Sam’s life seems to be on the upswing after meeting several new friends and a potential love interest in Shep, the pretty neighbor. However, Sam can’t seem to let go of what might have been, and is drawn to investigate the death of a teenage boy in 1980s Astoria. Sam’s convinced he was murdered–especially since Sam’s investigation seems to resurrect some ghosts in the town.

Threatening notes and figures hidden in shadows begin to disrupt Sam’s life. Yet Sam continues to search for the truth. When Sam discovers that they may be closer to a killer than previously known, Sam has a difficult decision to make. Would they risk their new life for a half-lived one?


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May Trope Mayhem is a multi-fandom/original creation event open to writers, artists, and creators of all kinds! Our creators have shared their favorite tropes, and we’ve put together a list of 31, one per day through the month of May. We encourage creators to join us for this month of fun tropey mayhem.
Our goal is to promote motivation and help with habit building, so we’re encouraging authors to keep their ficlets under 1,000 words, artists to stick to making just a sketch, gif makers to only do a single image, etc., as applicable to whatever you’re making.
This event is primarily held on Tumblr, but you’re welcome to participate anywhere Duck Prints Press has an account (you can see all our current platforms here) and we’ll keep our eyes on our tag everywhere!
How can you participate? It’s easy! There’s just a few simple rules:
  • write a ficlet or a poem, create art, make a gif, or create any other content that you want, aligned with the prompt for the day!
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Ping us (duckprintspress) or tag your creations “#may trope mayhem” and so we can find them! We’ll reblog all fills that follow the above rules and are posted between May 1st and June 8th, 2026. Posting starts May 1st!
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You don’t have to sign up for May Trope Mayhem, just post your fills. You don’t have to be a member of the Press nor do you have to be following us. You don’t have to be part of a specific fandom. We’re open to all ships, genres, formats, ratings, kinks, etc.! You can post whatever properly tagged content you want. You don’t have to post fills on the corresponding day, though we ask that if you’re creating for a day that hasn’t happened yet, please wait for that day to post.

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This is a low-pressure event, held in good fun, and we look forward to seeing what you create!

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