lb_lee: A short-haired person flexing their muscles and declaring, "Queer trans multi proud!" (pride)
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Let’s talk crazy chasers.  These are the creepy people who pursue a relationship with you (platonic or not) specifically because of your mental illness, diagnosis, or eccentricity.  There can be varying reasons–they want to “save” you, they think you’re more vulnerable to their predation, they have an extremely specific fetish–but it all boils down to creepery because it’s not really about YOU.  You’re just a container for your crazy, which is the only part they really care about.

A creeper’s calling card is coming on fast and hard.  They’re amazed by you.  Your bravery stuns them.  Having a hard time?  They’ll offer money, crash space, a shoulder to cry on… sometimes in their first meeting with you.

They might try and pass themselves off as an honest supporter.  They’re not.  I get people messaging me fairly regularly, hugely excited because we’re the first multi they’ve ever met.  Lurkers support me in email, PMs, and donations. (Hi, anons!) But if I tell them to back off, they do, usually with effusive apologies.  They don’t want me to be uncomfortable, because they care about my feelings as a human being.

Chasers do NOT back down.  They want crazy, and my humanity gets in the way.  For example, there was the dude who, on his first PM to me, offered me crash space and asked me to tell him about my rape history.  When I told him to fuck off, he said that I sounded defensive and this was just his communication style, he was always totally honest with his friends, and kept badgering me.  Or that OTHER dude who said he could totally sympathize with me as a gay trans man because he dated a bunch of asexual lesbians(?), and melodramatically mourned that I would be unable to breast-feed the hypothetical future children I never want to have.

See the difference?

Chasers can be tempting even when you recognize them, especially at the lowest periods of your life.  When you feel alone, unwanted, or desperate, any support or affection, however creepy, can seem worth a shot.  Try not to cave.  Chasers do not give useful attention.  Their goal is to keep you as crazy as suits them, and usually that involves you being dependent on them.  If you’re feeling shitty now, they’ll make you feel worse, because they will erode any progress or independence you make.  They will give you short-term shots of affection or care, but they won’t actually work to support your goals or growth as a person.  Because you aren’t a person to them.

These people can have the same diagnosis themselves.  In fact, they may use that to initiate rapport, to get your guard down.  They would never victimize you; after all, they’re just like you!  Don’t fall for it.  If they push and push, they are NOT just like you.

Stay aware and stay safe!

Date: 2016-08-13 05:27 pm (UTC)
chrysalissystem: espeon with glowing red eyes (jewel)
From: [personal profile] chrysalissystem
if i had crazy chasers i would have 69 more boyfriends right now.


i used to do stuff that might be crazy chaser-ish? i guess mainly bc i had a low self confidence and always felt like a freak and wanted to be friends with people weird like me. i was also a dick in asking about their traumas and somehow thinking that telling my traumas would make up for it. i think i've matured past that now though but then again i don't really try to make new friends anymore.

but holy shit that guy asking about ur rape history is just freaky. also idk what that second guy has to do with crazy but then again nothing he said really makes sense

i was going to say something else but i forgot


Date: 2016-08-14 02:34 am (UTC)
chrysalissystem: (tom)
From: [personal profile] chrysalissystem
oh that's weird, i guess he was cis because most of the drama in our life has been because of mental illness and trauma and flame wars. i think we've had more drama over video games than gender, considering how jewel can't make up her mind of what her's is and that anyone here with gender dysphoria has body dyphoria in general.

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