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It seems we've gotten a lot of questions concerning uncloseting, since we've come out multi to a fair few people with a wide range of reactions.  Feel free to bring up suggestions, arguments, or anything you see fit; I wrote this on the fly, and I'm more than willing to revamp it at others' behest.  It's meant for multiplicity, but I think a bunch of the rules can apply for about coming out anything.  So:

So You're Crazy: the Handy-Dandy Loony-Brain Guide to Uncloseting

Before You Uncloset

1. Think of your reasons WHY you are uncloseting.  Obviously, freaking out the easily-freaked-out can be entertaining, but it's not a good reason to go disclosing what can be diagnosed as a mental illness.  Uncloset for a good reason: because you have to tell somebody, and you think they'll be able to support you.  If your internal crew is in deadlock over even deciding whether to do it in the first place, try to find a way to come to a solid decision; the last thing you need is for an internal fight to ensue in the middle of what's already a stressful situation.

2. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst.  Just because you think they'll support you doesn't mean they will.  If you don't think you can handle a reasonable worst case scenario, you should not uncloset.  You are likely to take a rather abrupt rejection or two, and it's no good if you fall to sobbing pieces for weeks every time this happens.  Accept that life is sucky and unfair this way.

3. Know the risks to uncloseting.  If your body is a minor, it is possible for your parents to call for institutionalization without your express consent or you being a danger to yourself or others.  A diagnosis of DID can bar you from some high-security work, if you're considering something in the FBI, NSA, or one of the other acronyms.  If you have a therapist, make sure they tell you any other possible setbacks in your state/country/what have you.  And of course, don't forget you might end up losing a couple friends.

4. That said, don't coop yourself up in a box of fear your whole life.  It's a crappy place to be.  You may have to buckle down and shut up for a few years if you can't pack up to find a safe environment, but still, compromising or suppressing everyone's voice is a pain in the ass, and in our case, caused more problems than the condition itself.  Be aware you have to compromise the desire to be open with security.

When You Uncloset

5. Above all: know that you rarely have to uncloset right this instant.  If the vibes look bad (your unclosetee is in a shitty mood, you're on the verge of a panic attack, the inner crew is revolting), don't uncloset.  You can always try again later, and a bad uncloseting can be hard to fix.

6. Try to rig the situation to be as comfortable as possible.  Make sure you have all the time you may need.  Be in a place you feel secure in, be it a loud noisy restaurant nobody'll hear you talking in, or alone in your room with your unclosetee.  Do you prefer to rehearse what you'll say beforehand, or do you work better on the fly?  Have a basic idea of what you're doing, including, if applicable, who will front for it.  Dress comfortably; if you're relaxed, your targetee will follow suit. (Of course, sometimes things will organically move in the uncloseting direction without any forethought at all.  If so, you're a lucky bastard; take advantage of it.)

7. Be calm.  Some news has more impact when you do it sobbing and emotional: coming out multiple is generally not one of these.  It can give off the impression that you're "being dramatic," so emotionally overwhelmed that you aren't thinking straight, or it might just alarm your unclosetee.  Not what you want.  If you feel like you're falling apart, you might want to delay the uncloseting until you feel ready.  In general, speak in a calm but reassuring manner: this may be serious business, but it's not the end of the world.  You're still functioning, and if you're not, you're doing something about it.

8. Take it slow.  It can be hard enough for the average Joe to accept the idea of multiplicity in general: you may not want to slug him with your internal vampires, fairy princesses, or axe murderers right off the bat. (It took our dad a gradual explaining over the course of a couple months, first that we had "voices in our head," then later explaining they were more like people, decent people, then finally that they controlled the body.  He completely accepted the idea, unlike the first time when we'd tried our more usual, "I'm multiple, here's how it works," which had completely failed.) It's usually easier for someone to accept the mundane stuff first, like how you argue with Alter Bob about whether to wear the sneakers or the boots.

After You Uncloset

9. Let them ask questions.  This is a really strange situation for most people, and they might worry they'll offend you or that they'll ask something really stupid.  And they very well might.  Still, cut them slack; they're trying to learn here, and being short with them will not help them feel more comfortable around you.  Nerves can make people sound stupider than they really are, including you.  Realize they're usually trying to be educated, not insult you.  Their tone is more important than the words they use.

10. Don't take it personally if the unclosetee admits they're overwhelmed, don't know how to respond to this, or that they might need some time to think this over.  You've told them something pretty strange, and they might need to just sit down and rethink everything in the privacy of their own room for a while; it doesn't necessarily mean they never want you to speak of this again.  Just be glad they respect you enough to tell you they're overwhelmed, rather than just exploding into a rant of "OMG U LIE!"

10. 5 THE MINA COROLLARY (donated by Mina of [livejournal.com profile] menistelsiva
Happy uncloseting.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 05:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] worldofcharlie.livejournal.com
My Man Rogan... :)

thanks for writing this up -- I've added this to my memories so I can give it a full read later (I've just skimmed this)...

After thinking things over -- Your advice to Carrie about doing smaller frontings sounds like a good idea. (not in drag preferably at first). I've already thought of a "victim", and introduced myself online to her last night via AIM -- she's a good friend of Carrie's and well trusted by both of us. It turned out that her friend was going to volunteer for it anyways...(I think she has a lot of questions still and some I'm not able to answer yet).

We'll probably see her sometimes next week... since she lives in SF and our new job's there too...

I'm hoping that things go well -- if I get comfortable fronting with her (she'll be at that party)then it'll be a better informed decision and not a shot in the dark...

I appreciate your feedback and Carrie does as well...

Cheers

Date: 2007-10-13 10:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Yeah, start off slow. Fronting can be overwhelming (ask Mac; it actually took him weeks before he could hold the front for more than ten seconds, and a lot of that would be spent trying to figure out basic movements. But his is an extreme case.)

That's good, she sounds like a good person to uncloset to first. Good luck.

--Rogan, a touch of Miranda, maybe

Date: 2007-10-13 05:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
This is a fantastic guide; thanks. I like number 8 in particular; when we were newly dealing with being multiple, we did have a tendency to rush in with THIS IS A HUGE DRAMATIC THING, SAY GOODBYE FOREVER TO THE WOMAN YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW, WE ARE SECRETLY CONJOINED TWINS AND A BUNCH OF WEIRD DEAD PEOPLE FROM REVOLUTIONARY FRANCE AND STUFF, and it didn't go over well. We've had a lot more success going the "Sometimes I feel as if I have more than one person in my head, do you ever get that?" route.

~twins

Date: 2007-10-13 10:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Yeah, some people seem to think they're on trial and have to "prove" themselves, when really it just comes off as a huge information overload. We generally don't even introduce Mac or his history until later in, because he's the hardest to swallow. (Too bad, since he's probably the easiest of us to get along with.)

And your old method would've made me want to hit you with a plank. Doesn't surprise me it didn't work out good.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 10:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
It makes me want to hit myself retroactively with a plank. I think a lot of it came from nerves and from not being naturally good at what feels to us like "lying" (ie, not giving everything away all at once immediately), but yeah. Not fantastically successful, though I'm glad it didn't immediately alienate our parents too much.

Date: 2007-10-13 11:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Thank god we're better liars than you are. Sneak is compulsive about truth, but even she was willing to bland it down to "voices in the head" for our dad's sake, because I was on the verge of nervous breakdown.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 11:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
Oh, god, it's a real issue in here. Calla is, uhm, truthful to a degree that's actually a bit dysfunctional. I'm better than she is, but still.

~Jas

Date: 2007-10-14 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Yeah, THAT... is bad. The truth ain't THAT sacred.

--Rogan, who happens to be a rotten liar most the time

Date: 2007-10-14 09:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
Yeah, it's... less of a moral thing and more of a mild neurosis going back to some unfortunate childhood shit, etc.

Don't get me wrong, she's not the type to go around saying "Your new haircut looks like ass!" because OMGZ TEH TROOTH, but keeping a very major secret from people we love, for a prolonged period of time, was - really, really difficult for her. Which I think contributed to her just blurting out everything in one go because telling it at last was such a giant relief, even though that is really not the best strategy.

Date: 2007-10-13 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
And PS: we saw in your memories you have some "plurality Q&A" entry, but it's locked to us. Is it private? We're curious to see.

--Miranda

Date: 2007-10-13 11:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
It's private, yeah; all old entries are, almost. We used the [livejournal.com profile] senza journal for a bit in 2004, then abandoned it for ages and recently came back, but we locked all the 2004 entries because they were from so long ago they felt really unconnected to how we are now, and, uh, well, some of them were kinda embarrassing 'cause we were so clueless about plurality. XD

I'll go look it up though, and see if it's fit for public consumption - I think it was just a system q&a, so it probably is in horrible need of updating.

~Jas

Date: 2007-10-13 11:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
ok, unlocked it (http://senza.livejournal.com/49567.html)! It is horribly out of date, but hey. :) Kinda weird to see how our system's changed - mostly it's just fucking tiny in comparison these days, having had a few people move out and the occasional weird-integrationy-thing and such. Might be interesting to re-post the q&a thing now, actually...

~Jas

Date: 2007-10-14 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
That's... a really interesting idea. Wonder if we should make it on ours...

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] artist78.livejournal.com
:D This made me smile. I'm glad that you guys are taking your experiences and turning it into advice for others. I really admire your strength and will and positive outlook, with everything you've gone through, since I've known you. I can't imagine going through what you've gone through. I really respect you guys for it and often wonder why is it the ones who seem like they are the most emotionally sound, face the most trouble from "normal society"?

[hugs to all]

Date: 2007-10-13 10:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
It's not so bad, really. We've been really lucky and haven't had any major catastrophes. We've just been asked so many questions about it, we figured, well, might as well do something with it.

Of course, you're different in that you are the unclosetee, rather than the uncloseter. So you can see it from the other side of things. Is there anything you really, really wish others would do if they're telling you something crazy like this?

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-14 02:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] artist78.livejournal.com
Hmmm, I'm kind of strange, I'm not the type of person who expects someone to explain themselves, and I'm not really judgmental either. So if someone was telling me something really crazy...I'd want them to be comfortable, my last thought would be how they could make me more comfortable.

But if I were to really think about it...

I'd want them to maybe prove to me how functional they are in real life situations. Not necessarily uncloseting, but how they function in the real world/day to day life.

Date: 2007-10-14 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Done and done. Let's see where I can get that in there...

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 10:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhymer-713.livejournal.com
Hi Rogan!!! This is great and well written and just full of win!!

Date: 2007-10-13 10:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Glad you guys liked it. Think I ought to slap it up on multiplicity or something?

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 11:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-senza6.livejournal.com
Oh, you should. I think it'd make a useful & interesting post, anyway.

~C.

Date: 2007-10-13 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Consider it done, then.

Date: 2007-10-13 11:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhymer-713.livejournal.com
We think you should, or on your site...I didn't know you had a plurality section till just a few min. ago. Do you mind if we link to it when we get our site built? We're in the process of building it right now.

Date: 2007-10-14 04:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Sure, you can link to it, but there's not really anything THERE right now; it wasn't created for that intended purpose, and we haven't figured out some basic shit like making links all the way down. But you're welcome to link regardless.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-18 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhymer-713.livejournal.com
Thank you! It'll probably be a while till we have ours completely up what with homework and stuff. But when we get it up we will definitely put you guys on our linkpage

Date: 2007-10-13 11:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] collectively.livejournal.com
Very nice. My unclosetings have all gone so well it's almost frightening, and I hope it'll continue to be so; but I think you make a lot of great points. #11 is particularly helpful and I should definitely return to this if/when I finally have a craptacular uncloseting.

~Elle

Date: 2007-10-14 04:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Excellent. Admittedly, this wasn't tailored specifically for soulbonding, but I think it works.

And yeah, #11 was made due to our brother, who many people ask how we can stand.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-13 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] naamaire.livejournal.com
Very nice. Can I make a copy of this and send it to my therapist?

Date: 2007-10-14 04:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
By all means, you're welcome to it. I'm not certain why SHE would have to worry about uncloseting; do you mean for others she might run into in the future?

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-14 01:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] naamaire.livejournal.com
My therapist specializes in dissociation and she is very interested in things written about multiples by multiples.

Date: 2007-10-14 03:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
In that case, sure, no problem. Feel free to hand it over and throw out our screename or something. I've got more shit lying around on the subject, if she's interested; I just have to go search through it.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-14 01:48 am (UTC)
ext_579929: (Group:myselves)
From: [identity profile] liedownlovely.livejournal.com
This... this is love.

Date: 2007-10-14 05:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] phen0type.livejournal.com
Excellent work, Rogan; I rather like it. *Smiles.*

- Richard

Date: 2007-10-14 05:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Yeah, I'm surprised; it's become a big response on this page, but the comm doesn't seem much interested. I figured it'd be the other way around, seeing as a bunch of our f-list are SBers, sans multi.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-14 06:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] impchucker.livejournal.com
"Some people just can't wrap their minds around the idea any more than some people can understand advanced calculus..."

I can do both! I feel special!

I must say, though, this is pretty darned decent. Good job! :)

-Molly

Date: 2007-10-15 07:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lion-azure.livejournal.com
This is seriously made of awesome. So much awesome.

Date: 2007-10-16 01:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] menistelsiva.livejournal.com
Very nicely written ^^ :)

We'd suggest something about dealing with halfway acceptance, except neither of us has a clue what to do about it.

/ Cicci and mina

Date: 2007-10-16 01:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
What do you mean about halfway acceptance? So far we've either had, "FUCK NO!" or "Oh, okay." A lot of people mention someone "relapsing," but we've never had that happen.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-10-16 01:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] menistelsiva.livejournal.com
Halfway as in someone accepting that you're a group of people, occasionally acknowledging this in speech, but still for all practical purposes treating you like a singlet.

We have someone like that, the one I came out to without waiting for consensus if you remember. Information about they ways in which we differ from one another just doesn't seem to stick, so we end up being treated like a collective of clones.

Imin suggested the term active indifference, not sure if that makes any sense outside of this head.

Date: 2007-10-16 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
We understand that, though we haven't had it happen. Then again, we act so ridiculously different that to ignore it is pretty difficult. (Ruffling Sneakergirl's hair is fine; try it on anyone else and you get reactions varying from a pained look to HSSSSS!) But in that case, I'd probably end up confronting them about it and asking what the deal was. We've only had that happen once, but after a chat session where Gigi took front and wouldn't relinquish it and refused to behave "normally," he showed that he did accept it, just generally didn't mention it. Then again, it's hard to argue with a morbid ten-year-old talking about death and incest.

I'll have to think about this one further.

--Rogan

Date: 2007-11-17 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] menistelsiva.livejournal.com
As a corollary, especially to points nine and ten, I'm increasingly starting to realise the importance of long-term patience, as an uncloseting even after the best of outcomes really is the beginning of a much longer process of acceptance, discovery and acquaintance on the part of the unclosetee. Expect things to progress gradually, even with the best of intentions.

At least, that's the pattern that's emerging here, regardless of whether the person is actively trying to learn, passively accepting or just weirdly quiet. I can handle that, but not everyone (in here or elsewhere) is as patient.

/ mina (sounding like Imin)

Date: 2007-11-17 10:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lb-lee.livejournal.com
Oh, that IS a good corollary. Thanks, Mina. *adds to the end*

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